Lost And Forever Signed Paperback - By C.Smith

💙Grumpy/Sunshine

💛Golden Retriever 

💙Ex’s Best Friend

💛ADHD Rep

💙Curvy FMC

💛Pining

💙Small Town

💛Found Family

💙Sweet And Spicy

💛Slow Burn

𝓐𝓬𝓮 ~

I was epically betrayed by my ex Lily and found out in the worst possible way. It sent me into a spiral of alcohol, sex and depression until my need for answers became too overbearing and the thirst for revenge got the better of me. 

Lily has disappeared off the face of the earth and left a mountain of unanswered questions behind. 

There’s only one person in Meadowside who can help me and it happens to be her … my ex’s best friend, the town librarian and my biggest temptation. 

She’s holding on to secrets … and I want them. She’s whip smart, has curves for days and is the grumpy to my sunshine. 

Can I resist her in my quest for answers or will I get completely swept up in her and forget about everything else?

𝓔𝓵𝓸𝓭𝓲𝓮 ~ 

I’m the town loner, the odd one out, the homebody. Everyone mistakes my cold personality for grumpiness, an unwillingness to connect. 

But really it’s all a disguise. A mask I wear to protect myself from getting hurt, from being left behind, from not being enough. You can’t be left heartbroken if you have nothing to hold on to in the first place. 

There’s only one problem. I’ve been pining after the same man for most of my adult life, watching him from afar and keeping my fantasies to myself.